boring, unrelated post. don't read unless u have nothing better to do.

heh, I'm not even posting in my own blog yet.
Anyway, according to the 'schedule' I'm next. As everyone prolly already knows, I can get quite the emo when it comes to talking about S8. Duh.
Does anyone realise that we had one of the most envied classes in SAM last year?
Oh, let me count the ways~ lol

• Apparently got a lot of hot hunks wor. A LOT of ppl gonna kembang d, so I shall not elaborate. :p
• Damn 2gedder geder. And we were. Here's to hoping it lasts :)
• Can get away with quite a lot of things. Think about it la. Charity Drive, minimum effort maximum results. Catcalling at Ms. Ng in her purple cheongsam. Stripping each other in class (strictly excluding the girls) n overturning tables n chairs in the process.

I just found out I'm not the only one who feels my current law class doesn't have that "bond". But they feel it's coz of certain people. I don't wanna judge tho.

Anyway, blogging is so weird when you don't know what to write. So, I came up with a little something. We blog about our lives. As usual, I'm not that good at explaining, but here goes. Think about it. Most of us are going through paths COMPLETELY split from the time when we were in SAM. And most of us don't know what's going on in each others' lives, even though we do meet up. So here's mine.

I wake up, not very much motivated to get myself to college, but not demotivated enough not to go (most days anyway). So I get up and head off. I reach college. Last year, this was a completely new experience for me. The new faces and the familiar ones, the prospect of meeting new people, the thrill of getting to know my classmates better, the freedom. It was exhilarating. Even the walk from my car to college was interesting to me. Now, it's the drone of endless unfamiliar faces, and the one or two familiar ones that immediately light up my day. Nothing is exciting anymore, nothing makes my breath catch in my throat out of pure anticipation.

In class, there's just this something that doesn't mesh. I get along splendidly with my classmates, and yet I still don't feel WARM inside when I think of my class. I did with S8. I do feel that when I think of most of my classmates, as individuals. But not my class as a whole. I still don't know why, but some of my classmates have singled out certain individuals who they seem to think are the reason why we don't click. Individuals of the backstabbing, bitching variety. I think we shouldn't point fingers.

Class ends, and I get home. Sometimes I have the time and oppotunity to meet up with Adrian and U Kwang and Albert, or Jon Jon. When I sit and talk with them, I miss the times when we could do it whenever we wanted, since we used to be around each other 7 hours a day.

Before, new faces excited me. Now, they pass by in a blur. The thing that lights up my day the most is the ever welcome sight of a familiar face, the exchange of teasing in the hallways or shopways or restaurants where we pass by each other, or the anticipated outing when everyone comes back together.

Don't get me wrong, I'm not depressed, nor am I down on life. I just wish I could see things with the light in which I saw them last year. That would be so great.

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YER. i sound damn depressed!! neway i'm not. sometimes wanna emo, layan la ;D

Kenneth, at this point, i think ANYTHING would be of interest lor, since no one's posting, lolz! PLUS it couldn't get any freakier than my post :p

p.s. I thought I could lighten up my post with a few pics or sumthin....BUT CANNOT UPLOAD!! so...sorry la...heheh