with no luck and joy
Damn the TNB…how nice are they to make my whole farking neighbourhood without electricity. How unfortunate it can be for us to have sleepless night. Especially me. I haven’t been sleeping well for the past few days. Work loads of assignments. Well, actually 1 assignment to be exact but what the hack, I din sleep for farking two nights and yes TNB….im thanking you for another sleepless night….NOT!!fark off and go get the electricity back you piss of shit corruption company. I guess mostly all the government own company are highly corrupted. Thanks to who I wonder???
on the side note : don’t you come la ISA and arrest me for this shit IF youre reading this..what shits can you dig out from me la k..so, please do good and arrest all those unnecessary bastard who are roaming in our beloved country..thank you!!!
And yea, what im a suppose to do now all alone on my patio…actually, im wondering what life will be without the things that we always want or in that case earning for it for so damn long…I guess it will never be the same though, right? No?fark off then…
Ive learned something important in life. Which is, don’t have high hopes or high expectations on things that you want it to happen. Cause youre hurting yourself in a way where you lease expect it. Isn’t that right people??? Just don’t expect it to happen, just dont. Is bad. Is a sin. Sue me if im wrong damnit!! And prove it to me, honestly! Cause what I want now is the truth but nothing but the goddamn mother fucking truth. Too long im seating here reciting things about my life. Too long im seating here thinking what to do with my life. But yet again, Im back to square one. Why is that so I wonder? I guess im too chicken or too stupid to know cause my life now is a total screwed up like a piece of charcoal in a fucking barbeque pit. The charcoal burns and burns till it wares off. As in for me, ill burn to my fucking life and thank god for such a wonderful life im having right now.
Don’t get me wrong here. im actually supposed to be blame cause I have such a wonderful self-esteem of a shit-hole. I guess im not born to be some people like I think I would wanna be. Im just a normal retarded person sitting on the patio writing this piece of J.K Tat crap while waiting for the goddamn electricity to return. Once I remember the fucking electricity came back around 5 something and I got to be ready for school in like….45 farking minutes time…isnt it stupid!! Ahh geezz!! Im hearing a cat moaning…*kicks cat*
toodles-tat-
posted by ael at 2:24 PM
4 Comments:
why do u hafta get to school by 5.45?...AM?...Monash isn't even open yet!
The higher your expectations, the bigger the disappointment
nah la kenneth, was during high school that time..
yea, youre right! just that somehow i feel something good is coming my way and i put effort into it and eventually it is hurting me.
many adviced me about all this and i dont take them into account. i thought i could handle it myself but i cant. i want whats right for myself cause i dont want to be hurt anymore. is pure confusion now circulating in my mind.
that's pessimistic.
if you fall down, you can pick yourself up and move on. what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger. it's life experiences that make you who you are in the future, and one day u'll look back and be thankful for all of this coz if it weren't for what happened, u wouldn't be where u are.
so cheer up, and look forward!
emz:yea, youre right that im being pessimistic about things going on with my life now. but somehow i just cant seem to stop myself from being this. somehow i cant put myself together when im this kind of situation. ill eventually get hurt in the end. everyone adviced me the same thing but i dont even bother to listen. like i said before, i just want to know the truth. i know i sound stubborn here but im sorry, is just me. im throwing my own dignity away. im hoping that one day someone will just give me a fucking reality check which i really need badly!!
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