actions should be taken!
why am i the least expected to smoke?why??i guess i dont look like one,do i?ive let down all my friends, friends that are very close to me since high school. i used to see them smoking infront of me. ill be the one who tell them about smoking and try to convience them to stop. what ive done now seriously doesnt make a difference. ive disappoint them by paying rm3.90 to a cashier for a farking pack of cigarette. what my friends say that im the least expected in the group to smoke. well, actually there were two of us. now is down to one. ive broken the vow to be the only non-smoker in my group. what was i thinking actually? probably you all would be wondering why i start right. if you want to know why ill tell you why!
is not because of peer pressure, is not because of stress. probably is because of myself being a dumb fuck to start. ive done stuff that im not suppose too. stuff that actually hurt people in a possible way. what made me to start because of..what can i say..my actions?what i did to someone??i dont know. ive been through ups and downs that time. and i seriously wanted something to cool me down and i thought of smoking. ok i know that you all must be thinking that im a bloody idiot,sohai,brainless fark to start smoking because of those stupid things. well, if youre me during that time, you will know what i mean.
ive said enough. all i want to say that im not addicted to it. i know some of you wont believe me but im gonna prove you guys wrong that im gonna stop. one friend told me that "you do what you think is right". ok fine!i get what you mean. now i know that when i smoke, it made alot of people disappointed and unhappy. im gonna stop not because that you all are disappointed, im gonna stop smoking because i know smoking is bad. ive said that million times to all my friends and im saying that to myself now! so you people out there who wants to start smoking or wanna continue. think before you light one or take a puff. it could disappoint the people that care for you ! just dont start thats all! if you like drinking, stick to that. better of drinkning that smoking. cause a stick=10 minutes(i think) meaning that one stick will shorten your life for 10 minutes.
-tat-
is not because of peer pressure, is not because of stress. probably is because of myself being a dumb fuck to start. ive done stuff that im not suppose too. stuff that actually hurt people in a possible way. what made me to start because of..what can i say..my actions?what i did to someone??i dont know. ive been through ups and downs that time. and i seriously wanted something to cool me down and i thought of smoking. ok i know that you all must be thinking that im a bloody idiot,sohai,brainless fark to start smoking because of those stupid things. well, if youre me during that time, you will know what i mean.
ive said enough. all i want to say that im not addicted to it. i know some of you wont believe me but im gonna prove you guys wrong that im gonna stop. one friend told me that "you do what you think is right". ok fine!i get what you mean. now i know that when i smoke, it made alot of people disappointed and unhappy. im gonna stop not because that you all are disappointed, im gonna stop smoking because i know smoking is bad. ive said that million times to all my friends and im saying that to myself now! so you people out there who wants to start smoking or wanna continue. think before you light one or take a puff. it could disappoint the people that care for you ! just dont start thats all! if you like drinking, stick to that. better of drinkning that smoking. cause a stick=10 minutes(i think) meaning that one stick will shorten your life for 10 minutes.
-tat-
posted by ael at 12:39 AM
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